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Everything I've done, I've done for you. I move the stars for no one. Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in the "all_fears_aside" journal:

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April 25th, 2009
09:49 am
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I have this funny feeling that this is going to be one of the worst spring/summers that I've had in a while, because its already beautiful out and I have to work basically every day. The days that I get off are the only times I'm going to be able to enjoy the weather but most of my days off are spent cleaning and doing all the things I can't get done during the week. Even when I open I don't get home till 5, and you cant do much after that when you have to get up and go to work again at 6am.
They're transferring one of us out of Concord. I'm praying that it'll be me.

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April 18th, 2009
12:06 am
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haven't written in a while, not a whole lot to say...

been living with Mark for 2 weeks on our own and so far so good. I think we both have those little things that we do that annoy each other, but not annoying to the point of it turning into anything hate-filled or whatnot.

uhh... yeah. I'm too tired to say anything so I'm gonna go take a bath and go to bed. the end.

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March 13th, 2009
08:06 pm
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I don't have the energy to write in these things anymore, but I felt the need tonight. Everyone in this house is sick of having me here, I feel like I'm being pushed to move out when I'm really not ready (financially). It sucks. I hate feeling like I'm unwanted in my own home. I don't think I've been THAT horrible to have around. My mom keeps asking me when I'm moving. It's not like I want to be here either but I'm not going to throw myself out there and get caught up in a bad situation. Ugh. Its not like I'm making tons of money here. I'm starting to think it would have been better to stay at my dads. There were a lot of benefits to being there that I didn't realize till I moved out. The hour long commute to work might have even been worth it.

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September 18th, 2008
10:22 pm
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So I have a little bit of a gay-man crush on a severly gay (but severly hott) kid that works at the Irving in Newmarket. Haha. It makes me miss having close gay friends. :( or gay friends at all for that matter.

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September 10th, 2008
11:48 am
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I just have to reassure myself...
Anyone who knew him before, and who knows him now...

he wasn't always a total asshole, right? I can't bring myself to accept the fact that I was hung up on someone that was that horrible a person to begin with.

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September 7th, 2008
04:08 am
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its 4 am and i've been sewing since 11, and i love it. i love having that initiative and fun back. and i have to say, im pretty damn proud of my ren-faire outfit lol. its not quite done yet, but its pretty much 75% finished. in one night. oh yeah. im not even tired, but i know i should go to bed.

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August 31st, 2008
08:10 am
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I'm not sure if my dream last night was trying to tell me that things could always be worse, or that I'm stressing out a lot still over this whole ordeal, but either way it woke me up in a terrible, stressed out mood.
Thats no way to feel at 745 am when I have to go to work for 9 hours. Blah.

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August 26th, 2008
09:50 am
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I would like for once, a stretch of time in my life where there is no drama whatsoever. I figured that my friend drama and relationship drama was done, but now I've got severe work drama to deal with. Basically my boss is a bitch and I walked out yesterday, and even though I really don't need this job (I can find another $8 an hour job anywhere) I'm not going to quit because THEY need me. And I'm not about to screw over all my friends there. However I am going to have the balls to take a stand against her and get something done. If she fires me, then oh well, but I know she won't. That's why I'm not worried about not showing up today. Besides I already told basically everyone I wasn't going to. And she said that I was just angry and I'd cool off and come in today. I'm gonna prove her wrong and wait for her to realize what a bitch she is and appologize to me. But I know thats also not going to happen. I called our District Manager this morning though and when I hear back from him we'll see whats going to go down. We've had a lot of issues with her lately and I'm sure at this point something's got to happen. I was almost in tears yesterday cuz I was so pissed off and insulted. You don't treat your employees like crap no matter how much of a bad mood you're in.

Oh the drama. At least everyone is on my side in this thing. And I get a day off from work! haha maybe I'll go to the beach.

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August 4th, 2008
12:08 am
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Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss...
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything...
Seasons may change
Winter to spring
But I love you,
Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dieing day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesnt seem such a waste...
It all revolves around you.

And theres no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide...

But I love you...
I love you
Until the end of time.

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dieing day










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July 29th, 2008
05:04 pm
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Peace, asshole!

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